Before coming to the U.S. to study, every international
student is required to have an English test to check the skill level of
communication. In my case it was TOFEL. I did quite okay in the exam on
listening and speaking part but when it comes to writing and reading, especially
writing, my brain was immediately shut down. I felt nervous, anxious, and my heart
started to beat real fast. My hands started to sweat like crazy. An hour later,
I was still sitting there with an empty page, nothing on my paper. I could not
write anything and I hated to look at my results. Writing had always been my
fear in academic study especially written exams. I have never been successful
with it. Now it is a different story, my attitude toward writing and reading
are very different.

I have been attending a class called Academic Reading and
Composition (ESL 3202) with Professor Megan Rodriguez 3 times a week since the
beginning of September, 2014 at the University of Minnesota. Professor Megan
Rodriguez has taught me about processes of writing. It helps me organize my
thoughts and construct my essay paper fasters. That makes writing easier for
me. Many types of patterns of writing that I learned helps me to practice about
critical reading. As the Professor Megan Rodriguez helps us to practice on
reading essays and try to find what types of writing and what pattern that the
Author uses in their essays. This types of critical reading that I have never
learned before in the past and now makes my reading become more interesting. It
make me think more about what I read rather than just reading the words. When I
submit my homework, Professor Megan Rodriguez gives me feedback about my
writing. She gives me directions to improve my writing such as grammar errors
or how to use some nouns and verbs correctly. One feedback I have gotten from Professor
Megan Rodriguez was the strength I have in my writing when I write about my personal
experiences. These strengths I did not realize I had. I think about whenever I
write anything about myself, sometimes it hard for me to stop writing, words are just
pouring out of my head. I am so proud of myself that I can finally write
something. I am feeling very good!
Today I am still nervous when I have to write something but
those feelings are much less. The time that I need to write something has
reduced to half. I still need to improve grammar and sentences structure. So far, just 2 months I have attended ESL 3202 class with Professor Megan Rodriguez, I can write much faster. I can finish my homework quicker. I
am enjoy having ESL 3202 with Professor Megan Rodriguez and I am enjoying my study
at the University of Minnesota.
Em--these things are so good to hear! I'm so glad that you are feeling good about your writing abilities and that the stress and nervousness are decreasing when you write. This is great! I agree that you have made good progress in this class and I'm looking forward to the progress you will continue to make over the next few weeks.
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ReplyDeleteYou're right, it can be very difficult to write in a language that isn't native to you, but you've made such good progress this semester! I'm also glad that you feel better about writing and aren't as nervous about it anymore.
Krista